Y Wednesday, August 16, 2006Y
cut my hair!!!
10:07 PM
today i went to cut my hair... well, it's getting abit too heavy so i had to layer it... but the sad part is that my reborning effects had wore off... T_T i know it's already gone some time ago, but it still make me feel kind of sad to have it gone... haiz... you see, i had quite a wavy hair... plus it is thick... VERY thick... so, i had to always layer it or it'll get too heavy... and the more i cut, the more is my reborning effect gone... T_T so my fringe starts curling on my third haircut after i reborned my hair... and this time, it's the forth time after reborn... so i think you can imagine the amount of reborned hair left on my head... and my fringe is just the sad case... the only comforting part is the back of my hair... at least some of the reborning effect is still visible...for this cut, i had shorten it by 1 inch... actually, i wanted to cut a damn short hair... you know abit like the length of my secondary school length... at least like that felibone will recognize me easier in school... well, she kept looking for a short hair girl when she is looking for me in school... hello? i understand that you've seen me short hair for two years, but please get used to the fact that i have long hair now! >_< anyway, i didn't cut a short hair in the end as after collecting enough data (yah, i really did a survey) from my friends, i had came up with a conclusion that i look ugly in short hair! so felibone, stop saying that you are looking for a short hair me, you are practically rubbing salt on my wound...
anyway, my friends just tell me that i look better in long hair AND without spectacles... -_-''' well, can't possibly want me to wear contact lens to school... that would be SO uncomfortable... and, it will cost me a great deal to wear contact lens everyday! oh god, i'm just a poor student with little (almost insignificant) income... haiz... that's so sad... T_T anyway, i don't really care about looking better in school... it's no big deal about wearing spectacles to school and looking a little bit ugly... it's better that i look abit uglier so there's no weird weird people coming close to me... but i just didn't like my hair waving like nobody's business... >_< it's not just because of the beauty factor, it's also convenience... you see, if i had hair flying all over and making it SO DAMN difficult to tie, it's SO irritating... though i said i find it ok to look ugly in school, but my life do not only consist school! (ok, for the time being, maybe my life indeed ONLY consist of school) i can don't wear spectacles when i'm out of school, but i can't change my hairstyle whenever i like! so that's why i'm so concerned about my hair...
however, what to do? you can't possibly ask me to go reborn my hair again?? that would be madness... with my "GREAT" ability to take care of my reborned hair, i would be wise for me to wait till i stop school then i reborn my hair again... besides, i shouldn't damage my hair too much through multiple reborning... that will make my hair condition worse... so i might as well just bare with everything now till after my 'A's then i'll reborn... and that will make the effect more lasting as i do not have to tie my hair that frequent anymore! :) yeah... that will do... haha... think that's all now... sleeping soon... nights!