Y Friday, August 25, 2006Y
So Sick Today
9:52 PM
today, i'm on MC... ok, i'm not having the usual diarrhoea and neither am i having fever... i'm having sore throat... and it's no normal sore throat, i'm had lost my voice... T_T cant talk today... yesterday, i still sound like man, today i sound like an ah gua... basically, i cant talk today... so i've decided to consult the doctor first...there's of course some reasons behind my sore... it begins on Wednesday... that day, i ate a spicy dish from the Vegetarian store in my school... ok, it's actually NOT spicy for any being, but my throat is especially sensitive to spicy... and sad to say, my throat starts to ache... there's no hoarseness in my voice at all... but then, during the Sports Day in the later afternoon, I've screamed... don't get the wrong idea here, screaming occurs because i'm cheering, not because of any thing that i'm prone to see during hungry ghost festival... so all the screaming had allowed my throat's condition to worsen...
what did the most impact on my throat was the KFC that i'd ate after the event... i'm supposed to study in school, but it was kai soon's birthday... my whole class including yanni and ah pei went to Woodlands to celebrate kai soon's birthday... and the sad thing was that i couldn't go anywhere outside my neighbourhood unless it's school... yah, the curfew thing... so, i was left alone by my classmates to study in school... lucky yvon had accompanied me... but due to our hungry stomach, we've decided to eat and study at westmall... since yvon lives around my house, it's so convenient for her to meet at places near my house... ok, so we went to westmall and settled at KFC... and that's the end of my original voice...
yvon can practically hear the change in my voice from normal to man's voice... she said that she was as if talking to a man, take note: a man, not guy... so you can imagine how horrible i sound... and yeasterday, which is thursday, is a holiday for my school... you see, the holiday due to the polling election had not been given to us only until yesterday... staying at home would mean that i need to send my sister to school and find a place outside to study... so, i've decided to study at the mcdonalds at the market near my house with yvon... BUT yvon didn't allow me to buy ANYTHING from mcdonalds... yah, bascially is because of my throat... T_T ok, i really appreciated yvon for making the effort to accompany me to restrain from eating french fries... if you think that i'm the only one who will drool over mcdonalds french fries, think again...
anyway, you might be wondering why did the condition of my throat worsen when i've restricted myself from eating oily stuff? well, it's just because i've talked too much... i didn't know that i'm straining my voice box when i'm talking... like a man... so my condition got from bad to worse... and thus, today, i'm with that ah gua voice... or i can't even talk at all as my throat aches terribly when i try talking today... yesterday wasn't that bad... who knows it'll end up like this...
yvon was SO angry with me today... well, i've chose to keep the truth about my throat's condition from yvon... you see, i didn't want her to get worried... ok, joy a.k.a poke a.k.a TH, don't scold me first... i know this contradicts with what i've told you but listen to what i'm saying first... if you've noticed, i've been spending all my time with yvon during the period of the worsening of my throat... i was SO afraid that she'll feel that it's her fault for my condition toady... ok, at least if it was me in her shoes, i would feel guilty and blamed myself for not taking extra care of my friend... i don't want her to feel that way...
supposedly i'm on MC today, and i'd told her that i'm on MC as i got too lazy to go school... of course, she got abit suspicious but i reassured her that i'm fine... see, if i recover throughout the weekend, i would see yvon on monday with my throat totally recovered... in this way, i'll not get her worried about me... BUT, the thing is that i couldn't study at home... so i had to find a place to study... so, i've decided to go back to school in the afternoons to study with yanni and ah pei... haha... stupid me... the fact that yvon is also staying in school to study today had totally slipped off my mind! >_<
you could probably guessed the next part of the story... yvon got so mad when she found out that i've lied to her... T_T think she practically wants to hang me upside down and whips me so hard that i'll scream like an ah gua... some may think that i might think too much in considering that fact that yvon would blame herself for my condition, but she was so damned crossed that she says she'll never eat with me at a fast food EVER AGAIN! T_T ok, i'm sorry as a friend for lying to you... but i'm also worried as a friend for making you worried... ok, it's was all due to my stupid idiotic planning that makes you so mad at me in the end...
i know that sometimes, i tend to think too much... i'm sensitive when it comes to friends and i think a hell lot of things that sometimes it is only my imagination in the end... i don't know how to deal with a lot of things as the inner side of me is always afraid and isolated from the world... haiz... what to do... that's me...
oh yah, by the way, i'm on the firday weekly newspaper today! go check it out! it's about my clog... i didn't expect it to release my clog address... but luckily i've split my personal blog... so it won't matter much... :)