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Y Friday, September 29, 2006Y
 Update on This week
10:30 PM
sorry that i haven't been posting this few days... i was in a state of lachrymose caused by my preliminary results. ok, i didn't do that bad for my mathematics and physics, but my economics and GP are in total despair. ok, i haven't take back both my economics and GP, but my teachers are giving me a red light when we asked for our results.

"you all will have to come for consultation."
"don't hesitate to look for me."
"i don't see your effort."
"please don't neglect the subject."

ok, what GOOD grades do you expect from this kind of remarks? anyway, let's not talk about sad stuff when i haven't got back my results yah? miracles MAY happen... yah... maybe...

anyway, so let's talk about where i've stopped last time yah...hmmm, it's going to be a long entry this time...

Saturday:
it's forest's birthday. i'm supposed to celebrate her birthday with yvon and friends at orchard. but sad to say, i woke up SO late that i woke up at the meeting time. but anyway, i didn't join them i nthe end as i didn't want them to wait SO long for me. yah...

so, i've pushed forward the meeting with joy a.k.a poke... ok, we had fun time, we went to orchard and took neoprints. took our very own sweet time to decorate it. after that, we went to Otori to have our dinner... well, it's really enjoyable talking to joy. but i just wish she could be really joy.

Sunday:
hmmm... met up with pei xuan at orchard. she's our new leader for CFF, so i had to meet up with her to talk about the future of CFF. especially that i'm in 出版 now, i'm supposed to 'supervise' on the produciton of 漫画达人, so got to tell her about the new changes that the 出版 commitee had decided on. yah... then i went to 'shop' with her around.

Monday:
ok, i had a China trip meeting. you see, i'm going to China as a school trip after my A levels. and the briefing is in the morning. think i'll put up the details when i'm free.

after that, i went to sentosa to have a so called 'class outing'. well, end up only like 8 people attended the 'class outing'. i just biked around and played basketball. hmmm, yah, got a bit tan but think i'll be back (hopefully) to my original colour soon...

Tuesday:
i went to IMM to have lunch with my mum. she's back from hong kong trip (actually on sunday but i forgot to write it there). so she had her first day back to work today, and i went to gave her support. :)

after that, i just went home and watched 宫... ^_^

Wednesday:
ok, today is the start of school day. well, in case you are wondering, monday and tuesday are marking days. so we don't have to go school. unfortunately, today i had a serious diarrhea. ok, it's just because i drank 6 bottles of yakult yesterday (while watching 宫). went to the polyclinic to consult a doctor. since i didn't tell him that i drank SO MANY yakult, he just says i got mild food poisoning...lolz...

yah, so the whole day i just stayed at home and watch other VCDs that i've rented... hohoho...

Thurday:
today, got back my physics paper 1 and 2. well, it's only average. for physics paper 1 i got like 16/30, and paper 2 i got 63/90. so end up it's approximately a B. if i pass my paper 3, then i'll confirm get a B. ^_^

the new thurday time table is VERY SLACK. well, i went to school. reached there at about 730am. had assembly at 745am. start my physics lecture at 8am. then end my lesson at 9.30am. and my school had ended. HAHA. that's SO SLACKING right! HOWEVER, during my break, i met my economics teacher... she asked me whether i've studied and stuff... asked me to put more focus on the subject. and says that i'm definitely NOT performing... bad news???

Friday: today...
well, today i've got back both of my mathematics papers. it's fairly well done. For paper 1, i've got 85/100 and for paper 2 i've got 90/100. so it's an A for it...

ON THE OTHER HAND, i've also gotten back my economics paper 1. it's 17/30... T_T ok, you see, this just indicate that i'm going to FAIL economics!!! normally, i'll get like 25/30 for paper 1 then it'll get pulled down by my paper 2 and 3 till i almost fail. if i get on 17/30, what is there for me to pass my econs??? ok, let me die yah... let me die... i don't feel like taking my economics paper 2 and 3 back as i definitely had a bad feeling about it. think i failed...

but, like what joy said, there can be miracles. let's hope there really is...

By the way, we also had our assembly today. it's the drama and music theatre of the SAF. yes, the Singapore Arms Forces! they sang an Acappella. it's really cool! :)

well, think that's all i'm updating. didn't feel like going online this few days. but, i'll definitely put up stuff on the fridays... :) nights!
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Sunday, September 24, 2006Y
 Career Test
1:02 PM
Hey, i get to know about this career test through Poke's blog...kind of cool so i went to try it... and guess what, i'm the same as Poke! lolz...

Results:
You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

* Artist
* Historian
* Banker
* Novelist
* University Professor
* Photographer
* Vet
* Paralegal
* Graphic Designer
* Online Content Developer
* Webmaster
* Producer
* Managing Director
* Nutritionist
* Advertising
* Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don�t like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Saturday, September 23, 2006Y
 post-prelims
1:55 AM
Welcome myself back! haha... My prelims is finally over... YEAH! :) anyway, even though i'm quite sure that i'll do badly again this time, the feeling of conviviality far exceeds the pain that i'm exepecting. so why choose to moan now? it's inevitable for the grief to come, but since it's not here yet, why choose to start it? since i can count down my happy days with just one hand, shouldn't i cherish them instead of torching myself now?

so, i'm relaxing now! i've got SOOOO many things to do before i start school on wednesday. first, i'll need to arrange a meeting with joy. i owed her both a birthday present and a meet up session. so sorry about that. but don't worry, i'll arrange that asap.

second, i'll need to get some real good rest. you see, i'm kind of tired out by examinations, so really, ample rest for me. (ok, i know i'm contradicting myself here by blogging at such late timing, but truthfully, i really want to blog this entry).

thrid, i need to draw lot's and lot's of 校园笔记! well, i'm having A levels this year. so i won't have the time to draw. so, i'll need to draw ALL of the remaining series of 校园笔记 in order to be able to cope with it. think it's just another 7 or 8 series of it and it's the end. seriously speaking, there's still a lot of things that i want to draw into the series. i haven't managed to introduce some characters into my story... T_T you see, i was most of the time worried that people are not used to my character's personality. so i didn't dared to put in new characters. furthermore, i DON'T really think i've present my characters well enough. so, after one year, i still haven't managed to introduce new characters other than the teacher... supposedly, there's this guy who likes 小田, but he got a problem of extreme shyness. haha... anyway, since it's like ending, i don't think i'll be introducing new characters. there's still so much to work with the 3 girls plus the teacher. haha...

forth, think i'll want to go for the class outing on monday. i'm rather concerned that my class had NEVER made a class outing successful before. of course, if we don't make use of the opportunity of this post-prelim break to organize one, think we won't have the chance till post-A's... haha, sound weird right? my class is kind of not enthusiastic about this kind of outings. most of them end up failed; maybe due to really POOR attendance, or even really undecided about where to go or what to do... haiz... feels like we are not close at all. yah, i've got a feeling that my classmates are not bonded at all. cliques are very obvious in my class. well, don't talk about it here.

fifth, i want to rent LOT'S and LOT'S of movies and series to watch!!! CLOG. i've written it there in chinese. kind of lazy to re-write it, so read it there yourself. if you happen to can't read chinese, you could actually use google's translation of the web page. but since it's a automated translation, please don't expect it to be an excellent translation. haha...

of, so far i could only think of so much. actually i might be doing more, like doing SPH stuff. but i feel like sleeping now (look at the time), so that's all for today... :) nights everyone...
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Friday, September 08, 2006Y
 Disappearing...
2:04 PM
I'm going to disappear for prelims from today onwards... so, pardon me for not blogging for the next two weeks... I'm feeling totally sucky now... it's 3 days towards my first paper... T_T think I'll just do my best and try to perform miracles...

to Joy: so sorry about everything. I'm too anxious about meeting you that I totally forgot about everything... T_T haiz... I know you are kind of both disappointed and upset by it. so, I've decided to let you chill for the next two weeks (at the same time I'm having prelims). Hope you don't feel that angry anymore... >_< SO SORRY!

got to go now... haiz... bye...
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Monday, September 04, 2006Y
 
10:55 AM
Yo, i'm alive again today... haha... supposed to go school and study with yanni and ah pei... but some things just happened... you see, i'm supposed to meet them at 8am today in school... yah, that's damn early right... but i've managed to wake up on time! the thing is that my mum suddenly also wake up at that time... well, i'm like damn drowsy and blur, so didn't know what i was thinking at that time... i only remembered that my mum asked me to bring my sick sister to the family doctor today... as a responsible and caring sister, i said ok. and my mum said wait till my sister wakes up then she'll ask the maid to make an appointment. sounds logical, so i said ok. since i've decided to bring my sister to see the doctor, i'll just have to go school late... well, that's so sad right... so i asked my maid to wake me up after she has made the appointment...

yah... and so, i went to sleep... without messaging yanni and ah pei... T_T ok, i was blur you know... i've just woke up not long ago... my sister's appointment is at 12:30pm... so that will mean i can only reach school earliest at 1pm... haiz... that's so sad... later in the evening, i've got a 4-hour crash course to attend... it's a September holidays tuition organized by Caravan Tuition Centre... it's two hours per subject... so i went for my weakest subject, GP and Econs... haiz... it happens to be slotted together... so i've to attend 4 hours straight... T_T that's SO sad... since it starts at 5:30pm to 9:30pm, and it's at Orchard Plaza, I'll need to leave early for it as i'm not quite sure where is the place... ok, then that will mean i need to leave school today by 4pm, then that would mean i've got less than 3 hours to study in school...T_T

ok, sad things aside, lets see, i haven't talked about my meetings on saturday right? yah, last saturday, i had a 3 hours plus exco meeting which started only at 230pm... because some of them are late and what ever... anyway, the meeting was long and there's like so much for the new leaders to do... and one lucky thing is that i'm not a leader anymore, so PX and jia ming, jia you! haha... HOWEVER, my new post isn't very EASY either... as the new 出版, the first CFF member in 出版 in txy history, i've got damn important stuff to do... you see, they are reforming 会讯... that'll mean we'll need to put in long hours and many litres of brain juice to think of HOW TO IMPROVE 会讯... haiz... so how could you expect it to be short? sad to say, this year, i'm in-charged of the publishing and quality control of 漫画达人, planning and organizing the schedules for workshops for ALL TXY, including all the 鹰, 漫画快餐 and 摄影队, PLUS quality control of 摄影队's photos... yah, that will mean i'm on duty for ALL 12 months from next year onwards... T_T *sings* where is the love, the love, the love...

never mind about that, for now, i'll just need to focus on my A's and make sure i don't disappoint my family and my senior, who is the head of 出版 and also and ex-pioneer... T_T
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Sunday, September 03, 2006Y
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY A.K.A POKE!!!
1:26 PM
*sings*
Happy birthday to you
Happy birhtday to you
Happy birthday to you-u
Hap-py birth-day tooooooooooo yoooooooouuuuuuuu!!!

Yo! one years older now Poke/Joy... haha... well, due to my throat condition, couldn't sing you the song through the phone... now, i just hope that you'll just drop by my blog today... i here sincerely apologize for not being able to meet you yesterday... T_T ok, i'll see if i could call you tonight... now, i need to go out with my mum... sorry... anyway, go buy 4D! you could buy them now... lolz...
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Saturday, September 02, 2006Y
 So busy with nothing
2:32 AM
long long time never blog... so i've decided to blog today... well, let me see... the last time i wrote about my illness right... ok, well, you can consider me three quarters well... i'm currently in a situation that is prone to falling ill... meaning, i'm almost well, which is as well as almost falling ill stage... so i'm considered okay already, yet still require extra care or else i'll fall ill again, very easily... well, so sad right... think most probably because i've been sleeping late and exerting too much stress on myslef... so it like both a mental and physical torment... but anyway, it's almost holidays... i could just make full use of the time to have ample rest, and of course, ample revision too... i've my prelims immediately after the holidays, so i'll have to really really work very hard for it... >_<

i'm having a SPH meeting today... yah, later starting in the early afternoon... and i feel so much like meeting Joy as it's her birthday tomorrow... BUT, i just couldn't shake off the appointment with my mum tomorrow... I understand that Joy has been under some emotional transitions and that she now don't really feel like meeting anyone... think she's going to work herslef off... but no matter what, i selfishly want to meet her... as it'll definitely be next to impossible that my mum WILL NOT curfew me after my prelims... so i seriuously wanted to meet her today after my meetings... but what hell will i know when the meetings will end... couldn't do anything to confirm the time... so let's holy pray that it will end so damn early and i'll get to meet her...

even though it seems really hard to meet her as i've got THREE meetings in a row... two of which are out of my control... first was an exco meeting where the new exco will meet up and talk about the future plans of TXY... it'll probably start at around 1pm, provided that no one is late for the meeting and we have to wait for the late-comers who are the majority... and xiao han said that it'll last about 2-3 hours, EXCLUDING what the 顾问had to say... next coming up after that is a commitee meeting, my first ever 出版 meeting... i don't know how long it'll last but i hope it'll last not more than 1 hour... then following that will be the meeting of 漫画快餐...you see, it's the meeting where i had to talk to Pei Xuan and Jia Ming, the new leaders of 漫画快餐, lead them into what to do about the future of 漫画快餐, hand over to them some admin stuff... yah, this is within my control, if I can, i'll make it a DAMN short meeting... so all in all, if by 5pm i'm still meeting 出版, then that will meet that i can't meet Joy... T_T

oh yah, it was Teacher's Day celebration on thursday (ok, it's a damn redundant sentence)... we had some performances... we are supposed to do Aces Day work out that day, but fortunately, it was raining so we didn't get the precious oppotunity to do it... HAHA... but anyways, the performances were overall average... somew were totally sucky, e.g. the Modern Dance, and some really good ones, like the second song by the band... and the rest were kind of average... the male MC was lame and stupid... ok, sometimes too stupid that it's abit funny... however, due to the bad coordination between both MCs, it turn out kind of weird... aiya, all over now... at least i survived the concert...

after the concert, my class invited all the teachers who had taught us (for both years) to have a huge strawberry cake that we have bought it from Angie's Choice... drank some light alcoholic drink, just around 6% of alcohol... i didn't know till i've drank it... but lucky everyone only had a little sip of the drink (didn't have enought to go around)... yah... think that's all... it's a very slacking day... i practically slacked through the rest of the day... well, still half sick that day you know.. haha... but the cake is DELICIOUS! yum yum!lolz...

ok, think it's a long enough entry... kind of sleepy now... hope i blog more later... nights! :)
[some words are better left as my secret]