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Y Thursday, February 22, 2007Y
 life just goes on as boring as ever
12:16 PM
kind of bored of my life. maybe because it's just after CNY. maybe because Apple didn't come today. maybe because the job is really boring me to death. but you know what? it's has really been a busy morning today. i almost never put down the phone. almost. so busy la... haiz. my superior is not here today, so i really have to cover her duties. i wonder if i really have the time to help her clear her voice mails. well having my 'lunchtime' now (which i didn't go) i still hear calls kept ringing. though i'm physically beside the phone, i can choose not to answer them as i'm suppose to be having lunch now. yes...

though busy, the job is really boring. it makes you stupid coz you are saying the same things over and over again. dealing with a wide range of customers and you get complain from all different kinds of customers. some scold the bloody shit out of you, some talk to you nicely, some threaten you. all sorts. and it becomes more dreadful to come to work everyday. and everytime you reach office, you just hope for 6pm to come, faster. or maybe, lunchtime to come. but hey, i need this job. so no matter how dreadful it is, i'll continue working. at least until i finish my current contract. maybe till that time, i'll consider whether i want to extend my contract. for now, i just live by everyday, hoping time flies in the day, and slower after six.

well, A's coming out very very soon. how i wish i can get it soon so that i won't be feeling that i'm living day by day aimlessly. coz with my current job, it's really not something worth looking forward to. unless of course, when i don't receive so much calls in one day, or perhaps just in one morning, then i'll find it a more pleasant day to go by. or else my head will crack and blood will flow out of my mouth like a merlion.

btw, i didn't go for lunch coz i wasn't feeling too well to walk all the way to IKEA. so i just just opted out.
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Wednesday, February 21, 2007Y
 Happy new year
12:15 PM
just ended the CNY holidays and now i'm back to my workplace. Hope everything is well today. ^_^ had a late night yesterday but durian was worth exchanging the sleep time for. hehez. My big brother brought 10 friends home last night. I was almost ambushed with my pyjamas on. lucky my swift reaction got me changed into something decent looking enough. lolz

CNY was still the same. going to the same places and meeting people that you met last year. well, it is good news if you can meet them every year. and as expected, people asked about which University i want to go and what i want to study. i just replied with the model answer "depends on my results". of course, the next question that came in was "so you think your results ok?" "ok ba"

the CNY countdown show was damn disappointing. it is just full of games for people to win money. it was especially annoying to hear how a women from china says how "bad" is our CNY show. and i am absolutely not willing to join her criticism. but then it is some what true. so i just kept my comments to myself. i wonder how i survived the night.
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Friday, February 16, 2007Y
 Maidless...
9:19 AM
long time never post liao. been very busy lately... -_-''' so i just slack a bit at work and blog a bit here...

my dad is back from china on monday. Jia yun is still as cute as ever! haha. yesterday, after my work, i went to westmall to meet my dad and the others to buy my CNY clothes. yes, it's not done yet. haiz... and sad to say i have to buy them at westmall. i suggested Bugis but end up my father didnt want to go there. T_T so i've to squeeze out some clothes out of westmall or i'll have to go naked during CNY. so yesterday, i bought 2 tops, a skirt and a pair of jeans. the jeans is suppose to be "skinny" jeans but i didn't know why the cutting is so big. i bought size 25 and it still fit comfortably on me (meaning i dont have to squeeze up the jeans up my butt) i really wonder if felicia wants to buy the jeans, she may need size 20. lolz

anyway, another big news is that i'm maidless again. yes, my maid was sent off on monday. well, considering the fact that we really need a maid (coz i've started working), we would have been very reluctant to send off a maid. however, we really have to do so. it is definitely not because of her BO. we've successfully treated that problem for her. it's just because of her attitude. obviously, for a family that needs a maid like us, we would be rather complacent as much as we can be. but the only thing that we cannot tolerate is her attitude towards her work.

ok, let's not say about how lazy is she in her housework. the most important thing about having the maid is to take care yuan yuan. however, she definitely didnt have the 'heart' to do so. there was once my mum forgot to give yuan yuan pocket money. normally, my mum would give lots of coins and little two dollar notes to my maid so that she can do some last minute marketing. so when my sister did not have any money, she asked from the maid. and guess what, my maid just tell her "i've got no money! don't get from me ah!" shit her. and the worst is that my maid only gave her TWO FIVE CENTS. yes, the tiny gold coin. how can she have the heart to do that to my sister? and the fact is that the money that she has is MY MUM's, not hers!

Upon knowing about this, my mum asked my maid to take out all the money that my mum gave her. you know what? she has a $10 on her. $10?! where on earth did she get the money from? her reply was that she collects all the money my mum gave her and change it to $10 at the market. she's only here like a few days and she's doing this kind of things? how do we know that she really DID get the $10 from exchanging? and even if she did, she've got no right to do it as it is my mum's money. we gave her coins and two dollars only coz she only needs to do simple marketing. why would she need $10?

the most fustrating thing is that, given her responsibilities to take care of my sister, even if she really don't have any money from my mum, she should have the courtesy to use her own money first then claim it from my mum. WTF is she thinking but she dared to only give my sister two five cents for her recess? WTH do you think she can buy with two five cents? my sister didn't eat a single shit thing that day! this really made the whole family very angry.

for her working attitude on housework, that was so much a big headache than a help. she will find almost everyway to slack. if no one notice, she'll not wash the toilet. and the noodles that was prepared for the children are always flawed. she will purposely put in more effort on preparing for my mum and uncle and give the children sub-standards food to eat. (well, coz the one who pays the maid is the adults) how can we leave yuan yuan to such a person? there was even instances where she never bath yuan yuan the whole day! the whole day lehz! waliew.

among all the maid that we have hired, she is with the worst attitude. so really, we cant leave yuan yuan to her. so we have to send her away. so since my dad is back, we have no maid at all. and things are getting a little messy here and there (coz i can't be a full time maid), but it's ok. we are planning to get another maid, so for now, we'll just have to settle the things ourselves.
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Thursday, February 08, 2007Y
 I'm depressed now...
4:05 PM
it never ever crossed my mind that something so devastating can happen around me. who will know that it can REALLY happen? i was so shocked to hear the news about it. no... i never will want to believe such a thing when told by a third party. if it really happen, then she would have told us. but then, there was no news about it. and when i got to know about the news from veron today, it was only too hard to accept. no, it was just unacceptable. but the news just turn out to be true when i went to her blog. i almost cried at my workplace. no, i did shed tears.

WTH. how can this happen, and it is just all of the sudden. she must be very depressed now. but i couldn't call her up now. i'll just end up crying with her. and i couldn't do that when i'm in office. i am trying so hard to hold back my tears now, while i'm typing this blog in my office. WTS. i hate this. i just hope time would turn to six o'clock now so i can just cry out.

who will know... who will know... life can just end so quickly, so unexpectedly.





i want to cry



now
[some words are better left as my secret]

Y Monday, February 05, 2007Y
 Sian Day
9:13 PM
Today, my supervisor is on MC. you may think that it is a good news as there is no one to monintor my actions and that i can slack when ever i like. you are wrong!

there is only two customer service officer in our company - my supervisor and i ONLY! which would mean that today i will have to handle ALL CALLS MYSELF! This is perhaps the worst day (other then the first day) of my working life.

i was like so busy alone dealing with all the idiotic customers calling in to me. furthermore, there is like especially significant number of naggy irritating long-winded customers today. They didn't allow me to talk and kept scolding talking! and there are like multiple calls calling in today! they like flood my line. the moment i put down the phone, and before i finish recording details of the previous calls, another call came in. WTH!

some of them are like so disgusting vulgar uneducated la, kept scolding me like nobody's business. i can totally understand their point of view, and i also understand that they are just scolding the company or the service, not me. but can they be more civilized? can they be more understanding? i'm like trying to help them as much as possible and there they are scolding the bloody shit out of me. URGH!

tough day. sianz... Apple may you get well soon...
[some words are better left as my secret]