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Y Saturday, December 13, 2008Y
 slack
2:07 AM
i'm slacking like nobody's business now. slacking till i become an old granny, slacking till i hate myself. i don't like who am i now. sounds pretty stupid but i guess something is wrong somewhere in my life that i really feel irritated by it. it's like i've been really wild about life recently, going out and meeting up with friends. that sounds really fine, i mean it's not that i'm those unsociable human beings that prefer to stay at home rather than hanging out. however, something is wrong. i don't know why and the reason is yet to be found. my life is weird now, and i don't know why. i just hate myself now, and there's nothing i can do about it.
[some words are better left as my secret]