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Y Friday, June 05, 2009Y
 Sister's in Australia now
2:33 AM
After going through all the trouble, my sister is finally in Australia now. Whether will she be back, I'm not too sure. Since my mum and her father is there, I see no reason for her to come back to Singapore, unless she really really can't get use to the environment there. Seriously, though having her in Singapore was really a chore, and that most of the responsibilities of taking care of her lies on me, I still missed her.

I heard she's really bored there. Basically she stays at home the whole day. yah, my parents are working during the day, and she's somewhat alone at home. Their housemate's wife is there now for vacation, so there's actually someone to take care of my sister during the day. However, I heard that the housemate's wife is leaving within a week or so, which will then leave my sister all alone if if the adult is not around. According to the previous flight booking, my sister is due to return on the 24th of June. My grandaunt and grandma is supposed to visit my mother on the 21st of june, and return with my sister. However, due to health problems, my grandma is unable to proceed with the plan, and thus my mother and grandaunt came up with another brilliant plan; to ask me to replace my grandma for the visit. This is totally logical for them, but absurd for me.

Seriously, I have my own plans of finding a job and do stuff for the June holidays, not to fly to Asutralia whenever you want me to. Is it really hard to understand that I do not only have the responsibilities of a daugther to fufil? Deep down, I really wonder why am I always the one. My mom definitely has more than one child, but most duties were directed to me. If she were to allocate jobs properly, I wouldn't have felt the pain. But well, she wouldn't have thought that she's asking me to do too much stuff. And whenever I voice out, she would be very very very upset that I don't understand her. Which makes me really hard to convey my thoughts to her. Anyway, she's my mother, so I am always indebted to her no matter what. I really hope this thought can be sustained for as long as I live, as it would be a pain to quarrel with her.
[some words are better left as my secret]